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You Have to Start Somewhere

Today, I awoke at 4:00 am.  Why, you ask? So that I could exercise.  My days can be long depending on our schedule. Even if it isn't a long day, by the end of the school day, I am so tired I don't have the energy to do anything.  Even if I make a plan to exercise after school, something always seems to come up.  So, 4:00 am it is.   I woke up with a renewed sense of purpose.  I am going to change how I feel about myself.  Not because I don't fit the mold of the perfect body, but because I don't feel comfortable in my body.  Several years ago, I was going to the gym and doing CrossFit and felt really good about myself.  I was strong for the first time since high school.  An injury sidelined me, and then back surgery, so goodbye CrossFit.  I knew what I needed to do, but it was so much easier to sit on the couch.  I would say I was exercising because I was walking the dogs twice a day.  Those walks weren't making me str...